Hiatus

I write when I’m sad. A melancholy mood makes my mind think about a lot of random things. So, I try to express my ideas by putting them into words. But sometimes it also adds burden to my heart when I can’t think of a concise word to appropriately express what I imagine or picture in mind. So when that happens, I stop writing. Until I become occupied with some other things and leave behind what I intended to do. My thoughts which fade away, or overridden by some other thoughts. But just the thought of not writing.

Anything makes me uneasy. Since it’s one of my dreams to become an accomplished writer one day. So I resume writing again when the feeling gets heavy. This time when I can’t contain my ideas and feelings anymore and I really have to tell it into any word I can possibly think of; to channel my emotions and to release my tensions. Should I always feel empty to be inspired to write something?  Or could my happiness justify my hiatus?